Day 1.
Well here we go...
I hope you're sat comfortable, grab a coffee, tea or whatever your drinking preferences are, get comfy with blankets, pillows, the lot because this is going to be one hell of a ride.
So, yesterday was Valentine's day, I have never previously had a boyfriend, let alone a Valentine, this year was a little different... I had both!
The day started rather lonesome as he was at work, HA bless him, but nonetheless the day started to perk up once he had finished. Now, a little background, this boy, I have been 'officially' seeing for a month and a bit now, but not 'officially' three months, and he had NEVER invited me round to his house, I thought it was a little sketchy and I still don't know why he never did, but anyways today was the day, I was going to his house! His stepdad was in and so was his sister, so I met them and his 3 little dogs; the majority of the night however, was spent in his room.
We tried to watch a movie... 'The Fundamentals of Caring', great film if you ever want to watch it but it never loaded and one thing led to another and we had sex. This was my first time, properly anyway; so, I'm gonna keep it real, we have tried before but we couldn't get it in, if you get me, this panicked me so much, like 'am I supposed to have sex', 'what if there's something wrong with me', but need I not worry no more because it is done, I can have sex and I did.
Now, you may be thinking, 'his parents are in?', yeah well in the moment that thought is not exactly running through your mind.
For all you virgins out there... it hurt. Now I'm not trying to scare you in any way, but it did. Something you must understand is everyone is different, for example, my friend didn't hurt nor bleed, but me well my story is different, I did both. But I got through it and in the end it was somewhat enjoyable, apparently it gets better so lets hope so.
That's basically where the night ended, everything else is a bit boring... but I did start and finish watching 'The End of The F***ing World', and damn it's good.
I hope you're sat comfortable, grab a coffee, tea or whatever your drinking preferences are, get comfy with blankets, pillows, the lot because this is going to be one hell of a ride.
So, yesterday was Valentine's day, I have never previously had a boyfriend, let alone a Valentine, this year was a little different... I had both!
The day started rather lonesome as he was at work, HA bless him, but nonetheless the day started to perk up once he had finished. Now, a little background, this boy, I have been 'officially' seeing for a month and a bit now, but not 'officially' three months, and he had NEVER invited me round to his house, I thought it was a little sketchy and I still don't know why he never did, but anyways today was the day, I was going to his house! His stepdad was in and so was his sister, so I met them and his 3 little dogs; the majority of the night however, was spent in his room.
We tried to watch a movie... 'The Fundamentals of Caring', great film if you ever want to watch it but it never loaded and one thing led to another and we had sex. This was my first time, properly anyway; so, I'm gonna keep it real, we have tried before but we couldn't get it in, if you get me, this panicked me so much, like 'am I supposed to have sex', 'what if there's something wrong with me', but need I not worry no more because it is done, I can have sex and I did.
Now, you may be thinking, 'his parents are in?', yeah well in the moment that thought is not exactly running through your mind.
For all you virgins out there... it hurt. Now I'm not trying to scare you in any way, but it did. Something you must understand is everyone is different, for example, my friend didn't hurt nor bleed, but me well my story is different, I did both. But I got through it and in the end it was somewhat enjoyable, apparently it gets better so lets hope so.
That's basically where the night ended, everything else is a bit boring... but I did start and finish watching 'The End of The F***ing World', and damn it's good.
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